Thursday, May 3, 2012

Final Blog Post


Three blogs that I think are my best work? Well I think my Villanelle was one of my better works. Only because I finally wrote a piece of poetry for the first time in a very long time. I am not even sure if it qualifies as a villanelle. But it just felt nice to finally put some poetic words to paper. And I seem to have this thing for writing about clams and pearls. Weird right?http://meaganweybright.blogspot.com/2012/04/tales-from-sea.html

                Another that I thought I did pretty decent with was probably when I wrote my ideas on question five from  “A Good Man Is Hard To Find”.  I felt like I really got into that one. I had several ideas and I actually had quite a few examples from the pages that I had read right down to whether or not it was at the bottom, middle, or top of the page. All of the concepts O’Connor was trying to convey in the story I felt like I was picking up as the reader. Which felt nice to understand on a different level.http://meaganweybright.blogspot.com/2012/04/5.html

                I loved the “Dream Songs”, Berryman was so interesting. With his whole life being based upon trying to deal with the deaths in his life. Like his father’s suicide and his friend dying of cancer.  Through his writing he spoke about different pieces of himself. But then when he committed suicide himself it really blew my mind. Then when my contextual presentation was based upon Confessional poetry I was able to bring Berryman into my presentation. Ah! Berryman! http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=662916276407537088#editor/target=post;postID=8800727103266436433

Overall I would say that my performance in this class was a bit more than average. I will admit that there were nights that I didn’t read the entire text, or that I made very educated guesses on the quizzes. Although, overall I would have to say I really was more active in class conversations and way more willing to voice my opinion. Normally I get annoyed with the students that talk way too much and control the entire class discussion so I rarely speak. But I did manage to get my thoughts out there and I think some of them may have been pretty insightful. Somehow I think that all English majors think that they have some great insight into whatever reading they are discussing, even though it may be very average and probably not as amazing as they see it in their heads. Sad but so very true, and I do not think I am above that statement hahaha! 

Weaknesses as a writer? I do this thing where I will say something like “She seems almost excited by the idea by his advances…” (Like I said in my Midterm essay) But I never gave anything to back up why I thought that. It’s little things like that make me miss out on some major points. I could really beef up my essays by rechecking my silly mistakes. Ah! 

I really don’t like the idea of giving myself a grade based upon what I think. I feel like that’s kind of selfish? Greedy? Whatever the right word might be. I feel that I deserve a grade based upon the requirements of the class. Obviously everyone is going to give some long explanation about why they deserve to have a passing grade. Just makes me uncomfortable. Hah! Silly I know right?

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Who?

I feel like Oedipa is very chameleon like. I can’t say for sure quite yet if she does everything on purpose. I feel almost as if subconsciously she does things Oedipa’s  body takes over for her in times of need. Especially when she meets with the Igor baby actor and she feels self conscious upon her first meet up with him and then as the evening progresses she seems to feel more confident and sexier as a woman.

I really like how she uses her abilities as a woman, because I think all women have this “power”, about us that can really be altering. I am not sure if that is even the right word for what I am trying to say. Who knows exactly what it is? Is it even a power?

I would really like to watch her change as a person and as a woman further along in the story as well as see if she finally chooses a single personality that can make her the most happy in her skin.

Good luck Oedipa!